Friday, January 19, 2007
a police officer talking to him.so..it must be a serious case..
how?
he didnt reply my msg nor answer my call.
feeling full now.had nasi padang and nasi lemak.ahh..heaven paradise.very very full now.
going out shopping next saturday.weee..going to shop for jumpers,dresses and also tops.am addicted to dress.haha.
this is a random entry.
p/s: i really worried about him.i seriously do.why he didnt msg or call me back? is he going to be okay.god,please save him.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
2.am still alive just too busy to blog.
3.am hating life.been not feeling well this few days.
4..aint having proper meals.can anyone feed me please?
5.am broke and i need money to buy new hp.my hp dying.
6.am hating this MR SINGH for interfering my relationship with roy.
7.am thankful that Ricardo treat me like princess,giving me chocolates,putting me to bed and etc etc etc.
8.am missing my daddy.i miss him so much!
9.am resting now.off today.tml work.haizz.
10.am tired of life.am struggling hard.haha.
bottom line,i hope all these would end where i n roy can have peace and be happy though we both busy.
but we had something in common.haha.both of us are busy
school + work = my life
well,this entry is full of crap.haha.
thank you,
1. ricardo : thanks for your love and care.am really appreciate it.
2.dev: for being buybody.haha.for listening to my problems and also trying to matchmake me. =)
3.marissa: for your listening ears
4.my adik (vivian) : going out with u can be crazy and fustrating.haha.but thanks alot girl for being there for me.
5.my abang (deep) : though we may not be that close anymore,having you and remi is fun.wish i can turn back time where we play slapping game.hehe.sorry abang.
6.roy : thanks for being my bf.i really need you.all the best for ur final exam.you can do it sayang.
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Monday, December 04, 2006
1.i dont know what mistake have i done to you but i just wanna apologise to you.i hope we can be like what we used to be.exchanges kisses every night.
2.kesh : im sorry i cant give you a chance to be with me.im still attached to roy and i do love him.its ok he is treating me like this.but i still need him in my life.like i say i wont let him go for the second time.
3.deeps: im sorry i didnt update for a long time.hehe.
what happens next :
- i will be missing for a while.
- im not going to be okayy.
- i need space for myself
- im still emotionally unstable
- i will always love roy
- i do love him alots! and i need him by my side
How do I get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Real in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?
missing roy.missing roy.missing roy.
- shes missing on 4 dec 2006-
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
-a small mistake can lead to a break up-
-whats wrong with him? last time he was not like this-
-i miss him lots.i seriously do need him now-
-im sorry sayang i let you down.can you give me a chance?-
-this time i have to let go of you though it hurts to let you go-
-take care sayang-
-peeps im sorry.and thanks for caring so much.thanks cha bo for being there for me.thanks deep for lending your shoulder for me to cry on.thanks brother.thanks sister for giving me advices.i know you care bout me but you shouldn't berleter so much.like makcik kepo you noe-
-give me few more days for me to heal my wounds..ill be okay after sometimes.time will tell-
-thanks taufiq for being so caring towards me though theres no string attached between us.i miss the old times-
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
- break up-
- break up-
-break up-
- break up-
13 nov 2006
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
friday-chaoed as a class.went to shan shan ho
use.sleep,eat,drink and take pics.saturday & sunday-spend time working at Tangos.haha.serve customer lo.
monday-didnt come shool.darling call me in the morning asking me to meet him.went over to his house and acompanied him and his brother.also played with his kittens.damn cute i tell you.
is he cute???
taufiq is back..he misses me.i do misses him at times.he ask for a patch up.how??
i wont let you go! i promised! if i were to let you go,it's my fault.
HE BITE ME!HE BITE ME!
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Friday, November 03, 2006
haha..im being evil..unfaithful..im going out with a guy without roy knowing.
k.let me ask u.
what would you do if u had a bf but both of u didnt spend time each other.
where was him when he need him?
he didnt find you.he didnt contact you.
and there was this guy out of nowhere who make you happy.
so tell me what would you do?
i also dont know what am i going to do?
i still love him like i used to but why he is doing this to me?
WHY!!! WHY!!! WHY!!
where were you when i need you?
-unfaithful and playful-
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